Nahum 1:7
“The Lord is good, a stronghold in the day of trouble, and He knows those who trust in Him.”
Papa, I have had some trouble lately. But I know I need to understand that in this world we will have trouble, but you have overcome it. Meaning that because I come to you for everything and you sit at the right hand of God, I know that I can trust you in times of turmoil. I may not understand entirely your vision on my life or your will for me but I grasp from time to time that when things don’t work out a way that I was hoping it would work out that some things might not be for me. I think it’s often hard for me to see a clear vision sometimes. It’s clouded by my own insecurities, imposter syndrome and sometimes the way I self sabotoge. I will take something that I influenced in some way and put that on you, that you don’t want something for me.
I have to change that mindset and mindsets or rigid thinking can be really hard for a person to change. It takes intentionality. So Papa, help me figure out the right thing to do by this client and help me to stand up for myself, put the appropriate boundaries in place in the very beginning. Write new contracts that reflect that and move forward in a smarter way having viewed this experience as a lesson learned.